Overcoming Shyness With My Own Way

I am gaining weight more than ever instead of getting skinny. Siktauk juak lah nakpa nama macam ya gilak. That obviously didn't make me happy at all. Ugh. But I have something else that makes me proud of myself. Bagi orang lain mungkin small issue ajak. But for me, it feels like I hit my personal achievement with flying colours. It's about the change that happens within myself. The kind of change yang aku sorang boleh rasa dan perasan tapi orang lain tak nampak dan tak tahu pun.

Sebelum ni aku sejenis manusia yang takut gila jumpa orang. Bila jumpa customer je aku lari. Tak pun aku buat-buat busy. Bila sakit memang tak pernah aku akan jejak kaki ke klinik. Bila aku fikir je situasi kena interview dengan doktor aku dah cuak, berpeluh dari tapak tangan sampai tapak kaki. Baruk mejin jak ya k dah nebes semacam. Kalau lapar pun aku sanggup tak makan daripada keluar cari makan. Bila part jumpa orang for the first time lagilah teruk. Trust me, nervous aku tak boleh bawak bincang. Y…

Kindle Paperwhite 3 Review

Hello! This time no ngereps (merepak aka babbling aka bising) about why I didn't update my blog for a very long time. Something got me hooked and it conquered all my leisure time. Completely addicted. Before I start elaborating this post, please keep in mind that I am not responsible for the "poison" that will rush in your veins once you read this. This review session can turn to sesi meracun as well. Hihihi.
Actually lama dah tahu pasal Kindle and teringin nak ada satu. But the fact that it can't be used in Malaysia left me frustrated. I am probably not an avid reader as what my sister claimed but I love books and I love reading. I was battling between buying Kindle or Filofax Classis Croc because these two things got me head over heels and they are almost the same price! I'm glad my boyfriend told me to be wiser. Hence, I got myself this baby after reading that it finally can be used in Malaysia. Yeay! 
Kindle Paperwhite 3
For those yang tak tahu, Kindle adala…

BBQ Chicken Malaysia Current Promotion

Trigger warning. Read at your own risk. This post is dangerous for a foodie. A piece of good news for fellow Mirians and all the hungry tummy who seek for a scrumptious and satisfying-affordable meal. BBQ Chicken Miri is currently having a promotion for what I could say a very good bargain. Opss! :D

For real you can choose any two of the meals as in the banner which is 2 pieces of Golden Olive Chicken or Jerk Grilled Chicken Ala Carte for RM9.95. Yes, I repeat, RM9.95 ONLY for their beloved patrons! Fret not cause you can purchase both if you can't decide which one to eat. Buy both yang penting habis kayyy.

Golden Olive Chicken 

For those who love a plain flavour, this BBQ Chicken Malaysia signature menu Golden Olive Chicken is definitely for you. Plain but delicious. The skin is crunchy and it's juicy on the inside. 2 pieces of this for RM9.95!

Jerk Grilled Chicken 
This is a star! I always love anything grilled and this Jerk Grilled Chicken is to crave for. I could say the …

My Clear Planner Setup

I am back to being a crazy little girl who adores notebook and stationary very much. The smell of paper, the pen, the handwriting, the stickers, the washi tapes, oh god I really miss it! I always love a planner made with thick leather that I even got myself a Boss Babe FoxyFix and Malden Personal Filofax. Ever since I join the planner addict community, I just know that a few materials have been used to make a precious notebook! Sadly I have to let go of the Boss Babe to the new owner just because it wasn't my planner peace.

Well, no matter how hard I want to leave the obsession, it will always come back. The trigger is everywhere. And just before I jump into conclusion to buy a new ring planner, I've pointed out the criteria of a new planner I shoulda bought so that no regret after purchasing. It's really a tough decision to be made though! 
Small & light. Yes, kriterianya adalah kecik dan ringan. I've been looking and scrolling through Instagram planner community …

The Fabric Of Life

I can hear my body is screaming and wanting to plop down into the comfy bed next to me but yes, I am being super resistance to it right now; not before I publish at least one entry. It took me two days to finish watching Defendant on Netflix and I just start reading The Subtle Art of Not Giving A Fuck since last Tuesday. Currently stuck on page 24 yet it already gives me so many points to think about. I dare to say it's a good read for those whose life is currently an epic mess and trust me the book might help you with its magical spell. Well, allow me to share one of the quotes taken from the book which is absolutely my favourite for now.

"Pain is an inextricable thread in the fabric of life, and to tear it out is not only impossible but destructive: attempting to tear it out unravels everything else with it. To try to avoid pain is to give too many fucks about pain. In contrast, if you're able to not give a fuck about the pain, you become unstoppable." 
I just love…

Enchanted Light Wonderland 2019 in Miri

I had a chance to see the light festival yesterday. I didn't expect much of it but yeah, okay jugak lah even tak banyak lampu. Wish they crowd the place with more colourful lights and turn the whole Coco Cabana jadi super magical place!

The entrance fee is RM6 for adult and free for children below age --- tak ingat lah. Reasonable price lah I guess. Since jarang-jarang ada benda macam ni di Miri, so why not we enjoy it right? I also had fun taking videos just so I could upload it on my Youtube channel. Not a pro videographer so excuse my low-quality-random-content-shot video.

Yeay another video uploaded! Please enjoy watching walaupun tak meletops.

Where It All Began

The cousins read my blog post about Meeting His Family For The First Time and yeah, knowing they are looking forward to the sequel pretty much make me feel extra anxious. Lalu rasa mok simok ajak up next story. Hihi. Tapi aku tetap nak update part macam mana aku kenal N. It just for the sake of keeping some good memories to be read 20 years from now. Kononlah.

I used to make friends with strangers online. Mula start layan chatting masa zaman Yahoo Messenger dulu. Tapi gilalah banyak orang gila, banyak pervert. Yang sewel semua aku block terus. Then aku move on ke website penpal dan language exchange for the sake of healthy conversation. Syukur banyak orang waras. 
But then someone told me a heartbroken statement. What's the point of befriend with each other if one living on the other side of the planet? Yes salah aku sebab aku pi kawan dengan orang dari kutub utara. Okay kidding! Nak sangat kawan dengan orang dari negara lain kan. Hah. Disebabkan aku rasa useless dan pointless sa…